Thank you, mairisch for sharing!

Performance im Rahmen von Ganze/Teile, Foto Marc Horstmann

Aren't words like ghosts already?









"I THINK I HAVE LOST YOU", Rauminstallation im Rahmen von Ganze/Teile, 17.Juli-8.August 2010, Berlin-Treptow, Schuckert Höfe

Kazuo Ohno dies at 103

25.5.2010

There must be some kind of pattern recognition.

16.5.2009

NACHTS FALLEN DIE KNOCHEN LEICHTER











*Performance Anna Barth

I saw River Phoenix today. On the subway riding from Kurfürstendamm to Nollendorfplatz. He had a big gorgeous ladyfriend with him. And I thought, "I don't even remember whether he was straight or gay."
The woman wore pink nail polish. And River wore Nike boots from way back when we didn't think about Nike being evil. River's eyes made me remember the pre-internet time, the feeling of being lost and getting lost completely, the German small town as remote as the countryside in 'Stand by me' - and the way you could scream at train tracks.
And then that old man stepped on my foot and apologized. And I looked up and River was gone.



/At home, I google 'River Phoenix' and the engine comes up with this picture of a model who wears a River Phoenix Shirt.
This makes me so sad. Not for River, of course. For the model and everything she represents and I think it's not even 'like city lights receding' anymore, this weblified world.

Ich hab Sehnsucht nach Schrankwänden.

Glatte Türen, kein Staub rein, kein Geräusch raus.
Sollen die Kleider doch still sein. Ich bin es auch.

Sky open
Heart closed
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the fire in the oven falls apart as soon as i look at it.
dramaqueen, you're such a clichée.
lichee, kitschy, kit-kat, club not chocolate.

i break horses.
i break the silence.
i count to ten
and then
again

ein hut, ein stock, ein rehegenschirm. vorwärts, rückwärts, seitwärts, ran (RUN!), hacke, spitze, hoch das bein.
und eins und zwei.
('eins ist zuwenig, zwei sind zuviel')

she works hard for the money.
she works hard for her honey.

weltweite absatzkrise, but not lokale absackkrise.

my hair still wavy sort of.
my heart still shaky sort of.

i thought i could call you. but then again - bad idea. i don't call you. i call (upon) a piece of my past that should stay there - past tense. past not tense. i am not your friend. i#m just bad at chosing what i need. sometimes what you need is not what you want. trust is overrated.
all along the streckennetz. somebody's on the watch for me.
sagenhafte umsätze im mobilfunk-geschäft. i send an sos to you heart, i send an sms to your display. wie wird dieses gerät diskutiert? ist dein herz meine maschine?
'one of the problems is this - the heart is not heart-shaped.'
#hands up, baby, hands up. gimme your love gimme gimme all your love, all your lohove...#
wired, not laced.
batted, not lashed.
desired, not paced.
oh what a lovely day.
seriously.
haha.